Awal bentukan sansiviera gw. Bukan, bukan rambut gw yang subur kok bukan. Rambut gw masih mengalami patah tulang harian, rontok kemana-mana ya tuhan susah bener biar rambut panjang gak rontok. Jadi ceritanya gw punya sansiviera kan, hadiah ulang tahun lalu. Dia mini gitu kan, batangnya banyak banget rimbun. Setelah gw tinggal berminggu-minggu, dia ternyata letoy karena kurang sinar mentari dan air. Hingga batangnya tersisa 4 dan akarnya semi busuk. Posisi batang sudah mulai tegak Sansiviera ini termasuk tumbuhan yang tahan banting menurut gw. Daripada gw buang, yaudah lah gw tunggu dulu. Gw pindah ke pot, gw pangkas akar busuknya, gw tata lagi. Eh makin lama kok makin lemes yaa batangnya nih. Agak stres juga masa sih mati nih tumbuhan kan gw dapet hadiah. Lalu, nggak tahu kenapa tiba-tiba gw dapet ilham buat naro rontokan rambut gw di pot. Gw cari dong apa iya sih rambut bisa nyuburin tanaman. Dapet beberapa dari hasil googling, katanya sebagai pengganti urea. Yahhh yaudah lah coba a
Studied mathematics at university then graduated and teaching Korean actually make me little bit hmm disappointed. I know that nothing useless when we learn something, but seems hmm where should I apply my mathematics?? Slowly but sure I have a lot of Korean classes. Yes I am not that expert in Korean, still lack of it. But I learn many things from those classes. Then one day, I have a mathematics class, for junior high school. So I teach Korean and mathematics. But then when that mathematics class done, I only teach Korean class again. *feel insecure hahah*
Then I got another job. Making a book in a team, and I work on the mathematics part. That book have been published. I am very happy because it is my very first national book -even work with team, even I have another module which have been published too by Mayantara publisher. Then slowly but sure, I have another job, making mathematics problem again. It will be publish later, with team again. When I show my book to my parents, suddenly daddy said "Hm.. actually you have a passion and capability in writing. You can continue writing everything then. This is also useful for others". I haven't write for some times, so now I try to write again. *and of course train my English again, it's getting worse recently*
So the conclusion is I am working in front of people when teaches Korean, and working behind the scene for mathematics. That makes me feel secure *apaan sih secure insecure aja hehe*. I mean I am able to apply what I have got from everywhere. I become productive human every day. Try to do the best for every chances that comes to me. Experience many things. Because being jobless or unproductive are something that always make me worried and scared me already.
Then I got another job. Making a book in a team, and I work on the mathematics part. That book have been published. I am very happy because it is my very first national book -even work with team, even I have another module which have been published too by Mayantara publisher. Then slowly but sure, I have another job, making mathematics problem again. It will be publish later, with team again. When I show my book to my parents, suddenly daddy said "Hm.. actually you have a passion and capability in writing. You can continue writing everything then. This is also useful for others". I haven't write for some times, so now I try to write again. *and of course train my English again, it's getting worse recently*
So the conclusion is I am working in front of people when teaches Korean, and working behind the scene for mathematics. That makes me feel secure *apaan sih secure insecure aja hehe*. I mean I am able to apply what I have got from everywhere. I become productive human every day. Try to do the best for every chances that comes to me. Experience many things. Because being jobless or unproductive are something that always make me worried and scared me already.
Happy become a productive and benefit for others. Have a good day. . .
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